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Thursday, November 02, 2006
11.2.2004 now it's 11.2.2006.
it has been two years. flash backs in my minds. thinking of you. if you were not gone from this world, i would never feel the loneliness i had never felt before. why did you choose to leave us, letting us to bear with all tha pains and sufferings without you by our side ? this question will remain a mystery. everyday after school, i come back to a place where i felt coldness, unlike the days when i always felt the warmth you showered on us. many a times, i tried to hold back my tears, but i can't. thinking of the past, whenever I feel sad or down, you would always be the one to encourage me, cheer me up. but you never did reprimand me for my wrongdoings. remembered you saying you don't like us to study in poly. now here i am striving to get into Jc, the hope you had for us. you wanted me to study hard, but i never did when you were still with me. but i will make sure i do you proud, i will study hard to get good results for you to see.
daddy i miss you so. where are you ?
COME BACK TO ME !
4:12 AM;
signed off, jeerin
