>> Monday, November 27, 2006
I HATE HER I HATE HER !slap is all she knows.
i totally lost control of myself don't know where my courage came from. and once it's out. it can't be stopped. i should have called police. grab her and sue her for child abuse. i wanted to so badly. if not being stopped by jie. i would have done it.
i don't need a mother. and in fact. i dont have a mother !
don't ever let me lose control anymore. argh !
6:11 PM;
signed off, jeerin
signed off, jeerin
>> Sunday, November 26, 2006
i here to blog. so that goes to prove that my blog's not rotting ! =)friday early in the mornin had Bk as breakfast. it was marvellous ! went arcade to play and spent money. had so much fun. lunch was sushi at lot1. it's so delicious. muahaha. i miss sushi !
saturday was tuition. i kept quiet almost during every tuition lessons. it's so unlike me ! i can't get used to it. although i get to learn some things. but i don't think it's quite good over there. gonna try out for a few months first ba.
today did nothing much. rent vcd's then rot at ah ma house. watch ghost show. haha. shall not mention it. hmm hmm. nothing much already.
i have completed my third storybook and i'm gonna read more more more !
6:47 AM;
signed off, jeerin
signed off, jeerin
>> Thursday, November 23, 2006
ying and me. l
oves =)
today was superb !
met ying and xiao gu at jurong to buy dye and ingredients for baking cake. dyed my hair when we reach home. muahaha. dyed a few strands but turn out to be so obvious. jie keep say i like ah lian. hais.
the cake we bake for wen's birthday !
after dying hair, we started baking the cake for wen. haha. nice right ? looks delicious huh ? hahas. first time baking this kind of cake and it turn out quite well. but some turn out not very nice because IT'S OUR FIRST TIME ! well. today was really fun and great. enjoyed my time with them.
tomorrow gotta eat sushi. not very looking forward to it.
3:12 AM;
signed off, jeerin
signed off, jeerin
>> Tuesday, November 21, 2006
havent been blogging for a few days.did spend a few days productively, reading storybooks. have read 2 storybooks already and starting on the third one.
this few days almost spend my time at home, wif jie. wif her it wont be boring anymore. hahas. she's an ass ! =x
ytd went to ah ma hse early in the morning with jie to eat breakfast with them. it was a bad luck day can ! first thing in the morning i cant find my shoe. then the freaking bus cause us to be late. we waited 20 minutes for the fucking bus. then reach woodlands, we were already damn late. then took a cab la. then on the way got accident, jam the whole traffic. making us more late and making the meter jump and jump non stop ! i hate taking cabs ! halfway i already feel naseous and then i started trembling. i cant take cabs alright. i will get dizzy and want to vomit. then when reaching bbatok already. i already want to vomit already. i keep cover my hands on my mouth, very scared i may vomit out la. when reach already i faster dash out of the cab. but i didnt vomit. then met up with xiao gu, ah ma, er gu and kaiwen to eat breakfast. when they see me they know something's wrong with me already. i kept very very quiet then my face damn pale and my hand keep trembling. i very weak ah ! then after awhile ok already. then ordered food. i crave for roti prata. so i ordered. when the roti prata comes. yucks ! the curry is freaking salty and spoil my whole mood. i normally love the curry and would want more of the curry. but ytd i ate plain roti prata without anything ! freaking bad day can !
then went to graduation thing at the afternoon. all the graduation classes were there. they dyed their hair, style their hair and did whatever they were not allowed to do in school. hahas. so nice can. hahas. next year's gonna be our turn already. can't wait for it to come !
6:33 PM;
signed off, jeerin
signed off, jeerin
>> Friday, November 17, 2006
met up with poy, wan jun and her brother.went to vivo again. haha. went to vivomarket to shop for food and went to arcade to play awhile before we headed to sentosa. played with sand, water frisbee. haha. it was quite fun though. poy wanted to rent rollerskate and bicycle, but we were at palawan and the rental shop is at siloso. so me and poy decided to walk there, thinking that it won't be that far. we walked and walked and walked. omg ! it's a long journey ok ! it was really tiring. we went to check out the fees and we need to go back palawan again ! this time round, we decided to take the beach tram, but in the end we walk the whole journey again because there was a bunch of small kids and we were worried that the tram not enough space for the small kids. so we decided to walk back. haha. how kind of us huh ? in the end, we didnt rent the bicycle and rollerskate. hahas. went to eat and then bath. proceeded to PS to shop. how wonderful is the air con ! muahaha. walk and shop around, playing with toys with poy. hahas. it's really fun playing with her la ! hahas.
called jie and ask her where to meet her. then when i put down the phone. another call came, is jie de phone but some voices i don't know one spoke to me. then i hear a lot of voice behind laughing away. then erika, jasmine and carmen came walking to me wif jie's phone. haha. is them disturbing me on the phone. haha. after that parted with poy, wan jun and her bro and went shopping with jie, erika, jasmine and carmen. then went to eat dinner and headed home.
it was fun ! holidays are enjoyable though.
going for tuition again.
6:58 PM;
signed off, jeerin
signed off, jeerin
>> Thursday, November 16, 2006
went vivo !muahaha. walked from 11.30 till 6 ! muahaha. we had so much fun. taking lots of pics.
went to the man made beach and played with the water with ying. after that we went to arcade play ! haha. it's so fun! then zixian came and join me,ying and xiao gu. we went window shop for awhile and went to banquet to take a sit. sat down and drink water while waiting for jie to come.
around 2 when jie and carmen arrived. then we went to have our lunch. we were so hungry !
after the lunch we went to play arcade againand qiuyan came and join us. haha. after that we went to buy a tortoise de hp strap. me, ying, jie and xian bought same de. hahas. after buying, we went to shop around till around 5+ then we went up to watch the sunset ! hahas.
it was enjoyable and i really love going out with them !
tml is gonna be fun at sentosa !
6:21 AM;
signed off, jeerin
signed off, jeerin
>> Wednesday, November 15, 2006
haven't been blogging for a few days because holidays are really boring. rotted at home for the past two days.guess what?
today first day of tuition ! muahaha. long time never tuition le lah. don't know since primary what don't have tuition already. still remember last time tuition can scared till stomachache la. lols. now won't la. but i'm still very scared at first la. the tuition place located at serangoon. then my aunty is work in that shopping center de office one. then is she call me go to the tuition place. the tuition teacher very joker one. haha. laugh through out the whole session lohs. hahas. then the people there quite friendly. it's only a small group. only got 3 guys and 2 gals. hahas. quite enjoyable la. i so quiet today la. which is so unlike me. but no choice. i don't know them de mahs. and they started tuition there from primary school le. so they know each other so well. hais. well. hope to know them soon lohs. awaiting for saturday's tuition to come. hahas.
tomorrow and fri will be a fun day.
tomorrow going vivo city with jie, ying, and xiao gu. muahahaha. gonna enjoy man !
friday going beach ! muahahahaha. can't wait la. hope time faster pass man !
oh ya. and i borrowed my second book today le. muahahaha !
3:53 AM;
signed off, jeerin
signed off, jeerin
>> Friday, November 10, 2006
finally it's over !so tired this two days. been having tests. waking up at 4+ to study.
humanities wasn't that difficult because i think i had put in a lot of effort into it. what about biology ? i have been studying for social studies of cause no time study biology ma. EXCUSES ! haha . did study for it. but i think i'm not gonna score for it.
well. today was chinese, maths and english. my eyelids was so heavy the whole day. english was quite difficult because i think that i didnt do well for it. not to mention maths. its terrible like before. its always difficult for me no matter how hard i studied for it. chinese was quite alright. managed to complete it in time. lucky i did study for it. but i know i got one question wrong le ! argh ! hais. well. it's all over. what i need to focus now is my o levels. well. maybe starting my tuition next wed le. hais. not gonna be free on wed and sat anymore. it's gonna be tuition day ! haha.
it's holidays now. i'm gonna play hard and at the same time. give it all my best to study.
to you: why can't i get you off my mind ? why is it whenever i see you, my attention is always drawn to you. why why why ? can you answer all my questions ?
2:53 AM;
signed off, jeerin
signed off, jeerin
>> Tuesday, November 07, 2006
a great sorry to miss fun . it's really words of anger. i'm sorry sorry. we beg you to stay please.hais.
i regret whatever i said.
monday when you talked to us. i cried. i felt so remorseful and i just cried. i regret having said words that are hurtful and i apologise on everybody's behalf. we want you to stay. please don't go.
really in a damn bloody mood now.
11:53 PM;
signed off, jeerin
signed off, jeerin
>> Sunday, November 05, 2006
swimming swimming swimming !muahaha. went swimming wif jie and zixian. muahaha. enjoyed myself so much. and now i'm as red as lobster. very pain and hot. muahaha. swam for around 3 hours ? don't know le. cause we swim till very long. hahas. really enjoyed going out wif them man ! i wan more swimming sessions ! all jie's fault that i drank lots of water man ! keep call me learn trapwater. so difficult lahs. but finally i learnt frog style le. but still used to using freestyle. well. just not that good in swimming. but i love it !
tml school again le lahs. tiring man. one more week and i'm gonna endure this period. get thru it and i get to enjoy myself for a short period. hahas.
i can't get you off my mind. why did you barge into my life ?
3:55 AM;
signed off, jeerin
signed off, jeerin
>> Saturday, November 04, 2006
my blog had some problems ytd night. well. it's always like that.our class have a new classmate, Grace. a transfer student from hong kah sec. she's quite a nice girl, friendly too. well. easy to talk along with.
finally i did something today. i woke up and started doing my homework. completed all the homework, tired. sat down in front of my computer, and started watching ye man wang fei. haha. very addicted to that show.
i started reading storybooks as mentioned. its quite tough for me to read fast, my pace is slow, i know. but efforts are being put in. trying to complete it by next week. and get myself another book again. building up interests for story books, to improve on my english ? well. thats the only thing i could do.
rest till night and i gonna start learning chinese and continue with my storybooks.
swimming tomorrow ! yipee ! muahaha. i miss swimming. =)
12:56 AM;
signed off, jeerin
signed off, jeerin
>> Thursday, November 02, 2006
11.2.2004 now it's 11.2.2006.it has been two years. flash backs in my minds. thinking of you. if you were not gone from this world, i would never feel the loneliness i had never felt before. why did you choose to leave us, letting us to bear with all tha pains and sufferings without you by our side ? this question will remain a mystery. everyday after school, i come back to a place where i felt coldness, unlike the days when i always felt the warmth you showered on us. many a times, i tried to hold back my tears, but i can't. thinking of the past, whenever I feel sad or down, you would always be the one to encourage me, cheer me up. but you never did reprimand me for my wrongdoings. remembered you saying you don't like us to study in poly. now here i am striving to get into Jc, the hope you had for us. you wanted me to study hard, but i never did when you were still with me. but i will make sure i do you proud, i will study hard to get good results for you to see.
daddy i miss you so. where are you ?
COME BACK TO ME !
4:12 AM;
signed off, jeerin
signed off, jeerin