>> Tuesday, October 31, 2006
got to school in time today. hahas. had lesson wif mr tay. which was quite fun. singing lessons ? hahas . quite fun after all.found that mr tham was not that bad after all. quite enjoyed his lessons. his lessons were not boring. didnt require as to do much too. he very funny and cute ? muahaha. the first time i ever had positive opinions towards him.
heard from mr tay that we wll be having a new classmate tml. muahaha. from hong kah sec, a girl and probably a chinese bahs. cant wait to make new friends huh. hahas. and probably will be mixing wif us coz there are no other chinese girls in our class except us. lols. maybe she hangs out wif malays we don't know.
had mother tongue lessons which i do not really enjoy having becoz of the teacher? hahas. if she didnt nag tt much, maybe i would like her? upon hearing tt she would not be our chi teacher next yr. i am quite relieved. i noe this should not be the kind of attitude i should have. but i am jus so pissed wif her. * for some reasons*
went to library to borrow books le. muz start to read storybooks liaos le. hahas.
went home and faster do homework. hahas. didnt want to accumulate them till last minute bahs.
i wan tuition !
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>> Monday, October 30, 2006
hasn't been blogging for the weekends as nothing much happen la. lols. coz i two days staying and slacking at home doing nothing. but i was so engrossed in watching wei xiao pasta ! it's really damn nice can ! hahas. cant watch finish yet. its really so addictive tt i cant stop watching it. hahas.today is the first day of sch once again. it's gonna last for two weeks. i'm gonna work hard too ! erms. gotta borrow quite many storybooks to read le. going to finish one storybook at least in a week lahs. dun wanna waste time anymore. hahas. tml muz go library to borrow books le. hees.
=)
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>> Thursday, October 26, 2006
teachers are stubborn ! cant take report book today la. coz miss ng say muz have parents come. but i still go and see my results la.was very disappointed with myself. L1R4 i got 20 leh ! although improved by 4 points. but i really hate it can . i'm aiming for 10 this time round for my o levels. jia you ! i really very sadden over it lohs. hais. and i'm gonna show HER tt i can do it de.
after taking results went to ah ma hse. den took cab to JP for shopping with xiao gu. muahaha. bought shoes. same kind as jia ying jie and jie. muahaha. thanks alot to ah ma for buying me the shoes. it's really wonderful going out wif ah ma, xiao gu and jie. i love them so much ! they are the one tt make me smile ! hahas. without them i dun think i can survive . and not forgetting jia ying jie. i'm waiting for u to eat pizza wif us hor ! love u lots !
tml gonna slack around doing nth. have to play hard for this few days before monday comes ! den i will be busy studying for 2 weeks already.
jia you !
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>> Wednesday, October 25, 2006
ytd went to faezah house coz it was HARI RAYA ! muahaha. ate alot of nice food la. love malay food can ! coz its really nice lohs. especially thier beef ! or isit lamb ? i dunno la. just nice. and their kuehs and pastries are wonderful and marvellous lohs. ate non stop. muahaha. den slack at faezah house wif jie and zixian lohs. den later on jie de friend, weicheng came oso. den slack around in faezah room. but decided to go off around 4. zixian was just staying opposite to faezah house. so convenient can. lols ! went to zixian house. woohoo ! freaking big tv. i'm loving it ! so enjoyable to watch tv at her house loh ! den ate prawn mee ! ZIXIAN I MISS YOUR PRAWN MEE ! the best prawn mee i've ever ate. i have never liked prawn mee. but i love zixian mother de prawn mee ! muahaha. when can i ever get to eat it again ?? den jie, zixian weicheng and zixian de bro play mahjong. den i alone at there watching MTV on zixian de big big big tv ! muahaha.to zixian: I WANT PRAWN MEE !
wednesday:
last day of school ! muahaha. class cleaning today was fun ! didnt want to help to clean up at first, but initially i did. muahaha. it was really fun. cleaning tables, windows, boards and everything. muahaha. splashed water all along the corridoor ! muahaha. den use the hose to spray water at poy . =x sorry .
get ourselves wet and play along with everybody. muahaha. it was real fun !
after recess went up for live band concert. erms. it wasnt really that nice. didnt enjoy it either. find it quite awful actually. hahas. but nvm lahs. den after that is shuqun awards la.
sians. i want mdm lee back ! hais. ever since mdm lee has gone. and this miss ng become our form teacher. we have never ever won any prize. when mdm lee was our form teacher. every prize and everything we cfm get one lohs. now. not even one can ! hais. miss ng is freaking like shyt ! i miss mdm lee ah !!!!
decided to go west coast park wif beryl, poy, wai ting and jia yun. muahahahas. went to beryl house to watch goong while poy and jia yun go home and change first. hahas. watch till around 2.30 den we took cab down to WCP. hahas. den eat lunch at mac there lohs. eat halfway then start to rain. wa lao. we want to play de lohs. den after that we decided to play in the rain lahs. hahas. took off my shoes and played barefooted. hahas. very fun lohs. run around, screaming around, getting ourselves wet. hahahas. at a point of time. 5 of us shouted so loudly tgt at the playground there. it was so shiok can ! den spin ourselves and getting ourselves freaking giddy. muahaha. shout till no voice lohs. haha. alot of things i dun dare play de. coz i very scared de lahs. hahas. den play wif sand and everything lohs.
really felt so relaxed and really had fun today ! muahahaha !
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>> Monday, October 23, 2006
course as usual for today . its quite fun though. hahas. love the part where we blindfold and taste the food. muhahaha. i love wasabi and soya sauce ! lols. nice nice. wanted to eat again de lohs. but they dun allow. lols. where is the sushi to go along wif the soya sauce and wasabi ? hahahas. den the course ended at 3.30 ! omg . hahas.actually wanted to pei poy eat lunch. but it was like. so late le and we so freaking tired. dunno why la.
oh ya ! there was this station where we have to get our eyes concentrated on the boxes and guess which box the doll will be in. so once we click the start button, the box start to moves. the highest lvl i can reach is lvl 7 onli ! i sucks in all this lahs . hahahas. my score is like way below everybody lohs ! lols. but it was the most fun section la ! hahas. no wonder i get my eyes so tired for the whole day ! the teacher said my eyes were moving so fast wif the boxes that he wanted to laugh ! hahaha.
tml holiday ! muahahaa. can sleep late late le lahs. tonight i must chiong maple liaos !
8:16 AM;
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>> Friday, October 20, 2006
here to blog blog.ytd went to school. den slack for one hour without teacher in the air con room waiting for the ppl to come. lols. den they come le. then started wif the course. tok tok tok tok. it was quite alright lohs. we have 6 stations ytd lahs. hahas
den came to one station which is called 'fear factor' . hmm. starting they call us walk across the tables and chairs and jump down. okie lahs. i jus walk and jump. nth wrong or wad. then they said they wan blindfold us and make us walk. wa lao. i was the first few to go up lohs. cecilia lead me up lohs. i nearly cry lahs. then found out when u jump. you will be jumping onto a table de lahs. not jump down to the floor. hahas. den it was quite alright.
the next one was freaking scary can ? it freaked me out lohs. they took out a box of worms. telling us we have to eat that wif our blindfolds on. but i knew it from my friends that they will just be throwing some maggie mee into our mouth. i was quite relieved upon hearing that. but that when i heard poy scream from the other room. i knew it was scary. den cecilia came in and tell me they would put the worms onto our hands and mouth to let us feel it. i was damn scared and frightened. den i cry and say i dun wan play. i took out my blindfold. den poy they all came to tell me to play. say not scary all this. den jiayun lead me to the room. den when it was near to my turn. i simply cried and took out my blindfold and really didnt want to play at all. den in the end i was the only person who didnt try it. I HATE INSECTS CAN !
ytd night actually wanted to go vivio city watch deathnote de lahs. but no tickets le lohs. it was fully booked. den jie they all booked cathay de lohs. den met up wif jie and yt and qiuyan at PS. then they brought me go makan. hahas. den makan le went to shopping for food to bring in theatre lohs. den met up wif zixian, laoda and nizam. hahas. den the place was so packed wif ppl can. and the theatre we are going into is the grand theatre lohs. freaking big and nice lahs. hahahas. den went into the theatre to watch lohs. DEATHNOTE IS REALLY NICE !
loving it ! hahas. L is so handsome lohs. =P but he look so gay in the movie. in the comic he really very handsome. hahas. gonna have part 2 of the movie and i'm gonna watch it .
den after the movie we went to kfc makan coz zixain and nizam haven eat. hahas. den tok tok tok until 10++ den go home. hahas.
really enjoy going out with them !
8:07 PM;
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>> Thursday, October 19, 2006
early in the morning. waited for poy at the interchange. but i knew she is late or what de. den she dun have handphone seh. den called her house lohs. den her dad picked up. den call her. muahahaha. poy asked me what time is it man ! its going 7 le and she is still in bed lahs. hahahahas.thought she never come school. but after flag raising. saw her running towards us. lols. poor her. had to stay at school do D&T. hahas. wanted to pull her along to egg plant de. but cannot.
visit to egg plant was boring can ! it was so long and tired. stand so long. den the person tok so much lohs. aiyoh. nvm lahs. got to eat fresh and nice eggs. muahaha. very nice to eat lohs. hee hee .
erms. got the news tt i passed and got promoted to sec 4 express ! i'm really happy to hear that. those who make it to promote. congratulations. and those who don't work hard and strive for the better ! we will always be there for you all !
jia you jia you jia you !
i'm gonna study real hard for my O level le. gonna show HER that i can do it. i aim A1 for my maths. to show her tt i can do well in maths too. dun wanna let HER look down on me. I HATE HER !
5:55 AM;
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>> Tuesday, October 17, 2006
i hate the haze !its killing me. its so damn smelly can !
today nothing to do at school lahs. early in the morning we had sexuality talk wif miss goh. hahas. she is a very good cher. lols. den tok tok tok tok. lame things la. hahas. den around 10 finish the talk le. den we got free perido mahs. den poy brought uno cards. den we decided to play heart attack. hahas. den we ask miss goh wanna play not. den she jus come and play wif us. muahaha. never consider seh. lols. den play play play.
oh ya. my hands are having blue blacks becoz of poy fang !
hahas. den showed miss goh. think she scared of poy fang oso. lols. den i always shout loudly when i got all the cards. den they all will suddenly shout and throw their cards and immediately place their hands down. muahahahaha. miss goh is always shocked by me de lahs. whenever i shout. she will be so shocked that she cant respond to it. den everybody hands place properly for me to whack le. she haven. muahaha. den muz put on top. den we will always let her squeeze in between de lohs. hahahahas. but a few times oso hit till her lehs. she so ke lian.
but ITS FUN! first time hit teacher lahs. lols.
she's really good. hahahas
ONCE AGAIN. i hate HER ! dun piss me anymore. i will really stab you to death ! i really hate you so much ! what can i do ?!?!?!?!?!?!?! I WILL REALLY WAIT FOR JIE TO BE 21 AND GET OURSELVES OUT OF YOUR HOUSE ! get prepared to stay in ur own house urself lahs. whatever shit ! I HATE YOU I HATE YOU !
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>> Friday, October 13, 2006
hais. really disappointed with myself. i failed maths. but on the other hand, i am happy that i improved much much more. i always get single digits for my maths. once miss kaur became my teacher. it began to improve. guess how much i got? 59/140! 11 more marks. hais. really sad.den got back chinese paper. erms. was very happy wif my results. 66.5/80. hmmm. good huh? lols. den paper 1 got 46/70. hahas. okie le lahs. not bad liaos. i aimed for higher de lohs.
den its english. hais. did real badly. but lucky i passed. hmm. got 64/110 i think. sucks can? hais. dunno wad to do to improve on it lohs. hais.
gotta study harder le. i wanna get a pass for my maths! jia you!
went to expo wif IT members. daniel tag along wif us. hmm. got to know him thru jiayun, cc inn. hahas. daniel is a nice guy. lols. hmm. quite enjoyed the trip but not the facilities there but it was fun hanging out wif them. lols.
7:50 AM;
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>> Thursday, October 12, 2006
baby mathew! simply love him so much!
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>> Wednesday, October 11, 2006
ytd was great, superb, marvellous, fantastic, wonderful, fabulous!i really enjoyed so much. i love the show. rob-b-hood. i love the baby can! the baby is damn cute and funny. love him so much!!!! actually watch the show because got louis koo(gu tian le) one lohs. den in the end. was so mesmerized by the baby. the baby den is the main character can?!?! lols. freaking nice lahs. laugh throughtout the whole movie. laugh until no sound came out from my mouth lohs. cant stop laughing. the whole theatre de ppl are laghing non stop too. really enjoyed it lohs.
met yingtao to go wait for jie at workplace. hahahas. den we waited very long for jie lohs. lols. den yingtao buay tahan. den we go buy green tea to drink first. lols. den wait wait wait. jie say her workplace got bus to PS. den we blindly wait at the bus stop. den we ask her take wad bus. she say take number 7. den yingtao take a look at the board. THERE IS NO NUMBER 7 BUS!
hahas. okie. so finnaly we took the MRT to PS. hahas. so funny lahs. den met up wif lao da. lols. took the tickets and wait for everybody to come. den went to foodcourt to makan lohs. the food is damn nice la! muahaha.
den went in to the theatr after eating. bought nachos and popcorn! muahaha. yum yum! love it.
den after the show. we all went home le lohs.
just enjoyed mself so much.
but all the happiness didnt last long la. this morning. it happened again!
i HATE you! dun think u r my mother u can do anithing u wan! i really hate u to the core. have never hated someone so much. how i wish somehow i can leave this house wif jie jie to another place. who gives a damn to u? if ppl say i muz respect u becoz u r my mother afterall. i wun give a damn to them. becoz they are not in our situatuion and they wun understand how we feel! so stop saying wad she brought us up and gave us shelter all this lahs. all this is crap. tired of hearing all this lahs. try putting urself in our shoes and use ur bloody brain and think la hors. stop saying all this kinda crap coz if u were us. u all will do the same as wad we do. wad she brought us up. pls lahs. ITS NOT HER WHO BROUGHT US UP!
IS AH MA AND DADDY ALRIGHT?!?!?1?!?!?!?!?!
whatever other ppl say about me. say i not filial or whatever bullshit. go on and say becoz i wun give a damn. i noe i am filial can already. i noe i am already a very good daughter can already. i never ever tok back to her. never rebel. never do rebellious things. never shout back. never scold her vulgarities. never do anithing tt wad other ppl do. isint this considered filial already? wad she say i do. wad she wan me to do i do. everything she wans we do. do everything to avoid getting scoldings from HER! isint all this enough to show that i am already very good? why do we still deserve to get scoldings and everything??? WHY WHY WHY!?!?!?!?!?!
WHAT SHALL WE DO THEN IS ENOUGH FOR HER? SATISFYING FOR HER? WHAT TO DO DEN IS CONSIDERED GOOD DAUGHTERS? FILIAL DAUGHTERS?!?!?!?!
whatever. ppl around me knows that i am filial can already. me and jie to ur eyes. I THINK IS JUST A TOY FOR U TO PLAY WITH. WAYS FOR U TO GET MONEY!
tell u wad. i am not gonna support u when u r old. wait till we are grownups and its payback time!
wad u do to us. to daddy. to ah ma and all of us. i'm gonna do it 10 times back to u. i dun care about retribution. i dun give a fucking damn to it! coz i think tt i did nth wrong. its just to let u have a taste of what we r going thru.
you give me $1 per day huh? $5 for jie jie. tell u wad. i give u $10 for one month!!! go and eat shyt if u dun have money. i wun give a damn. because u r so fucking rich. i think we dun even have to give u money lahs.
i am waiting. waiting. waiting for jie to get 21 and we're gonna leave this fucking home of urs. i still rmb u saying that this place. IS YOUR HOME!
fine. since its ur home and not our home. take it all u want man! sorry but we dun need YOUR HOME! throw us out if u wan. and u can get ur fucking lover to stay wif u. fucking bitch. i rmb every single words u say. and wait till i grow up. i'm gonna throw all the words 10000 times back to you.
get the facts right. u didnt raise us up. is daddy whu is supporting us all the way. ever since he is gone. we have never felt having a home. having parents. but we felt that we are orphans. and worrying that we have no money everyday. u think $1 is fucking enough. go eat shit lahs huh. $1 can onli eat one bowl of noodles without anything can. just plain fucking noodles!
pardon me for blurting out all this vulgarities and things. making me look unfilial and disrespectful or whatever bullshit!
if you are those tt u think i am being unfilial or u r gonna say that she is my mother afterall. den FUCK OFF! no point saying tt to me. as i have long regarded i am a orphan after my daddy is gone. i have no mother alright!
to daddy: daddy i miss u so much. where are you? why did u leave us in the lurch? doing nth to help us? u should have brought us along wif u man. i am really living in hell now. get me out of here, daddy.
to him: whenever i need you. where are you? i just cant get u out of my head. i cant! what are you thinking?
=(
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>> Tuesday, October 10, 2006
finally finish exams le! woohoo!muahahahahaha. i'm loving it. no exams. no need study. just play and relax. muahahaha. good good. gonna really enjoy this few days. lols.
had f&n exams today. did really badly. i was so tired thru out the whole paper. my eyelids were very heavy since this morning when i woke up. i admit tt i didnt really study much for it. cause it was really too tough. and i didnt really memorise it. so i completed section A in half an hour! section A was easy as i did study for that. F&N really kills can? we are required to write 3 essays. wtf lahs. hais. i onli managed to write one which is good de. the other two i really dunno how to write. my mind blank. i only wrote half a page for this two questions. and i think the points were all irrelevant can? hais. i dunno lahs. if it wasn't so demanding, i think i would have done better. hais. i dunno wad to do. i felt real guilty. i just wrote so little things and i dun give a damn to it and i just fall asleep. my head just lied onto the table and i fell asleep. i was really too tired, cause i studied till 12 ytd night. but nothing went into my head.
miss yap didnt revise with us. the last week for revision. she didnt turn up for 6 lessons. wonder how much she could teach for such long periods? hais. i dun think i can pass my theory. so i jolly well pass my coursework. hais. i aimed for A1 for F&N. but my wish is ruined in my hands. well. i'm not cut out for studies? hais.
really hope i could really make it to sec 4 this year. i dun wan retain or drop into NA. hais. i did put in alot of effort. hope i can do it.
hahas. like gonna depression liaos le lohs. nvm lahs. what done is undone. just wait for friday to come. then can get back results le lohs. pray hard man!
den went to je to watch world trade center wif poy, minhui, beryl, jiayun and wai ting. muahahaha. so nice lahs. den before we went in. went to eat kfc. hahas. very long never go out together le. love it man. world trade center was nice. very touching and sad.
i hate terrorist!
treasure those people around you before they are gone.
i miss you..
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>> Monday, October 09, 2006
muahahaha. my blog got song le! all thanks to zixian! thanks a million.只对你有感觉.
thats what i want to say to you. i should have given up long ago. but i cant. just cant. you know how difficult it is? you won't know. trying so hard to give u up.
whatever.
hmm hmm. had poa exam today. muahaha. i only know one question onli lahs. lols. i hate poa can? lols. didnt even study. except for memorising one format. other than tt. i did nth to it. lols. the only question i know how to do is the format tt i memorised. muahahaha. if i study others, maybe i can do it? lols. i doubt.
one more paper left to go. i am rotting away already. no mood to study. just wanna have my breaks and play time. lols. but no no no. gotta study for tml f&n paper. i need to strive for A1 for that. i hope i can. but its difficult memorising the content can? hais. having headache nowadays.
ytd morning. woke up study awhile. have headache liaos. den ate one panadol den feel better. den now the headache comes again. i'm gonna take one panadol and start studying. confirm cannot study finish by 10. cfm muz burn midnight oil again. i hate it.
endure one more day and its play time! muahahaha. gonna enjoy my holidays!
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>> Friday, October 06, 2006
new blog skin. lalala. love my blog. (done by my sis)didnt blog for whole week le. hahas. finally got the chance to blog. left two more papers on monday and tuesday den thats it! time to play! lols.
hmm. the papers were quite ok except for maths paper two and science. i studied for it. but don't know what the result will be. if i didnt even put in the effort. i think i will flunk my end of year exam. thats means my efforts are not wasted la. lols. although i did slack around. but most of the time i am studying. guai ok! hahahahas. tonight can slack le. coz next week is onli f&n and poa paper. which poa is the subject i am going to give up on. hahahahas.
i really hope this time round i could get good results as i really wanna get promoted. hahahas. i dun wanna let my efforts go to waste. if the results dun come out good. i go bang wall le lohs. hais. maybe it could be pure stupidity la. hahahas.
really wanna thanks ying jie and haziq for all the effort they put into me, teaching me bio and chem. hahas. dunno will disappoint u all not. becoz the papers are real hard. hahas.
a millions sorry to poy. *u noe i noe can already*
cant wait for all the results to be out. muz wait till next fri den will noe. coz wed and thurs no school.
and next wed i am gonna watch night movie wif jie, xian, lixia, faezah, qiuyan and ying tao. hahas. go out wif them very fun one lohs. lols. gonna really enjoy it coz i long time no enjoy liaos la. hahahas. very looking forward to it. muahahahahaha.
everything will turn out great!
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