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Saturday, September 02, 2006
y do i feel the sense of insecurity? y do i sense that u may leave mi anytime? y do i feel the sense of jealousy? but y doesn't i have the urge to voice out everything to u?someone tell me what to do? a yes or a no?remain like this or be jie and di again?i feel that we were closer last time. ever since that day, we weren't that close anymore. T.Tmaybe i am jus being paranoid or jus making myself so stress up. maybe u dun feel wad i feel becoz u dun realli care?still rmb the first day. i jus couldn't believe my eyes u noe? that msg u send. and everything. i jus couldn't believe. and u said u wanted to wait for mi. its like almost impossible. i still prefer the days that we were so close. i dun wanna noe, if u r playing me....
3:43 AM;
signed off, jeerin