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Tuesday, September 26, 2006
phew. my ah ma is alright now. she's feeling better but still staying in hospital. i'm really sorry for not having enough time to go and visit her. because my exams are really round the corner. which is next monday! i went to see her ytd and felt relieved. the whole week i cant visit her. hais. onli can wait till after exams? i'm gonna miss her very much. fine. i'm really mugging hard for my exams and studying everyday except when sleeping and bathing or a bit of slacking time? lols. my head is gonna burst can?lessons as per normal.i failed my english summary. i hate it. i hate myself. i should have done better! what happen to me? i will not fail my EOY. i swear! fail and thats the end of me. did maths during f&n as miss yap wasnt here. i realised i could do and solve more better than last time. hardwork really do pay off. but i'm still very scared. hais. i need to buck up within this one week. hais. nvm. i will work hard. do as much as i can!hahas. everyday tio caught by mrs tan. she cute la. she saw me at staircase and sae' jeerin, i thought school onli allow one ear stud in each ear?' den i sae orh smile smile den walk away. hahaas. today when studying at the study area there. she oso there mahs. i saw her. den i cover my ears. den she see and see and see. den ask me y i studying wif my hands covering my ears. muaahahahahahahaha. she very cute la. but i scared she serious and call me to remove it lohs. next time see her muz run liaos le lahs. lols. hahas. its going 8. which means study time? lols.
4:47 AM;
signed off, jeerin
