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Saturday, September 23, 2006
i can't cry. bottling in is so painful. like a big stone pressing onto my heart. somebody teach mi wad to do? LET NOTHING HAPPEN TO MY AH MA. ITS TOO SUDDEN. I DUN WAN ANYTHING TO HAPPEN. I WOULD RATHER THE ONE WHO SUFFER IS MI. DO WHATEVER TO ME IF YOU WAN BUT LEAVE MY AH MA ALONE.tears jus can't stop flowing even though i control hard not to let it flow. what should i do? what can i do? to make her feel better? to make her pain ease? to make her feel that i am wif her? i dunno. i dunno. i dunno. my mind is in a whirl. I HATE MY LIFE!
11:33 PM;
signed off, jeerin
