>> Thursday, August 31, 2006
lost my wallet again. hais. dun wanna tok about it.tml gonna send the china frens off le. i/m gonna be damn sad. hais. cried today oso. coz alot ppl cry. i cant see ppl cry de. hais.
i really miss u so much. although i see u but i dun get the chance to tok to u. hais. miss chit chatting wif u in school. missing that day i sat beside u. miss everything about u. i get to see u the whole morning. but we didnt even tok. T.T
my eyes are always on u. i jus cant control. pardon mi for that. X)
when can i get the chance to spend my time wif u?
i jus wanna let u noe tt. no matter ups or downs. i will be there for u. i wan u to noe that i will love u always.
all this is dedicated to my beloved pig.
5:31 AM;
signed off, jeerin
signed off, jeerin
>> Wednesday, August 30, 2006
didnt online for about erm. 4 days?sunday.
went to school early in the morning to fetch my fren from china! yeah/ rushed back home by cab. hahas. den put down her luggage and chiong down to orchard. hahas. spent quite alot of money lahs. den our lunch was treated by wai ting's mother lohs. we went to eat crystal jade la. so ex lohs. thanks wai ting' mum. it was damn nice lohs! den we seperated after the lunch. me and wan jun went bugis wif them. den shop shop shop. den went to find san gu. hahas.
at nite, met up wif wai ting they all again at bugis. den travel to lao pa sat. den at there, yuting and laharis and mr sin oso joined us lohs. den we eat eat eat till 9 plus. den wai ting mum and mr sin give mi money take cab home. so nice of them. thanks so much.
monday.
woke up damn early to travel to school as per normal. she oso have to wake up so early. poor thing. hais. den went to class as per normal. den at nite, dua yi brought us to swensens lohs. den went back home after that. den chiong homework and everything and studied for my test.
tuesday.
everything as per usual. class, lessons and everything. hahas. but at night went to visit ah ma in hospital wif my fren. den after tt went to the kopitiam to eat dinner tgt lohs. den had lots of fun chatting wif jie and my fren. hahas. den went home after that.
today.
woke up early to eat breakfast tgt wif jie and my fren. hahas. actually wanted to eat mac de. but haven open. den went to eat ol chang kee lohs. hahas. den after that had photo taking sessions. lols.
she is really a nice fren. i really enjoyed my time wif her. its the first time i dun dislike china ppl. all this batch of frens whu came to our sch are so damn nice and friendly. i like them so much.!!!
hope could stay in contact wif them lohs. hahas. tml is the last day to chill out wif them le. gonna miss them so much. den fri gonna send them off bahs. T.T
should i smile or cry?
28/08/06 happiest moment ever.
i will treasure every bits of moment spent wif you. <3
5:15 AM;
signed off, jeerin
signed off, jeerin
>> Saturday, August 26, 2006
the story goes.wake up early in the morning to go school. going out wif the china students. met them at changi and went to the changi village. walk there for around 2 hrs. somehow finish walking the whole changi?? hot like hell! sweating like hell! after that went to little india. den chinatown. was very happy but.....
a call came.
jeerin:hello mummy
HER:where r u?
jeerin: chinatown
HER:meet u at outram
jeerin:for wad?
HER:wad for wad?!?!?! go visit ah ma la! forget it!
jeerin doesn't know exactly whats she wans. didn't know she wanted to visit grandma. jeerin thought she was about to go home and jeerin could reach home faster in chinatown rather than going to outram. who knows? this is the response she get. she cried.
jeerin msged HER.
jeerin: mummy i going home now. i go buy dinner myself.
HER reply.
HER:u buy or dun buy dinner is none of my bloody business. u make mi fed up u dun bring ur guest back to MY HSE understand!!!!
jeerin cried when she saw the msg in thr mrt.
how embarrassing of her to cry. but she cant control it.
cried and cried.
reach home but have no keys to enter. sit at the staircase and cry n cry. called her kor.
jeerin:kor. i really feel like jumping down from the 72 storey building.
kor:wad happen? where r u now?
jeerin:outside house with no keys to enter.
kor:u go to compass point. i go there now.
10 mins later.
jeerin cried again when she saw kor.
kor settled everything wif my aunt. went to aunt hse
jeerin cried n cried non stop.
jeerin went to aunt hse n aunt cooked for jeerin. isin't tt touching?
the ones who stay by u r the ones whu really love u. treasure them! kor who rushed down from his house during a mahjong game. aunt who cooked for jeerin who is starving? thats wad family are for.
recap:
HER: u buy or dun buy is none of my bloody business! u make mi fed up u dun bring ur guest back to MY HSE understand!!!!
jeerin doesnt have a hse at all. same goes for her sister. although homeless. we are not sad about it. we rather sleep in the streets den in HER HSE!
it doesn't matter much. coz HER HSE is onli a place to sleep. jeerin can sleep anywhere.
HER came to pick jeerin. reached home.
HER: U NEXT TIME BETTER DUN SAE FOR WAD?!?!?! WAIT TILL I FINISH MY SENTENCE!!!!
jeerin wondered. HER didn't intend to continue her sentence thats why she answered her for wad? wads wrong with saying for wad oso?
jeerin confused.
end of story.
conclusion:
jeerin hates HER to the core!
6:52 AM;
signed off, jeerin
signed off, jeerin
>> Friday, August 25, 2006
muahaha. got 9/12 for social studies. lols.heard from jiayun that my eng got top in class. muahaha. damn happy lahs.
went airport to fetch the china students today. hahas. my fren still remembers mi! muahaha. we all were damn high when we saw jacob there. lols. den follow by the china students. we got so high and wave n shout frantically. lols. den after that. they got onto the bus and proceed to BUSH for the night. den wai ting, wan jun and mi went off wif my kelvin tay. he is really a nice VP cum fren to us lahs. lols. den we walk to the mrt station lohs. den when we came to a cake shop at the airport. mr tay insisted on treating us to eat something. we refused to let him buy, but den he just ordered 4 tiramisu. one for each of us. we were like damn guilty lahs. make him spend money. and is nt cheap alright. one small one for $3.30? den took the train tgt. hees. he is really so nice to us lahs. lols.
got my new specs le. muahahahas
gonna be damn busy for about 4 to 5 days. mayb wun get the chance to online. boring. hosting my china fren. yeah. n i gonna wake up god damn early for tml and sun. need to reach school at 7.30 tml. and 9 for sun. going out wif the china students tgt wif the teachers and they all. den sun fetching my fren back and den proceed on to bring her around singapore. will gonna be quite tired yeah?
nvm. when i was there, she was the one taking care of mi. now its my turn to take care of her? lols. am i good? hahas.
gotta sleep early tonight to prevent being late for tml's outing.
seeing that makes my heart bleed.
6:53 AM;
signed off, jeerin
signed off, jeerin
>> Thursday, August 24, 2006
didnt blog ytd as blogger seems to have some prob. ok. fine i forget wad i wanted to post ytd. hahas. okie. i scord 70/100 for my chi. damn happy but still not satisifed with it. i aimed for 80. but turn out only 70. hais. gonna work harder huh? lols.flunk poa ok? hate it man. got 11/35. hais. dun like it la. sians de.
not in a good mood at all. dunno y. i tink i'm mad, crazy. mad and crazy over something i shouldn't be thinking of.
thats all.
6:03 AM;
signed off, jeerin
signed off, jeerin
>> Tuesday, August 22, 2006
pass my eng. but not wif flying colours. hais. sians. got 15/25 onli. sucks man.today de maths. i realli cant cope! hais. i need to buck up on this chapter le. tml remedial. die die call teacher teach mi. hahas. today damn sleepy becoz ytd study till 12. muahaha. chinese was quite easy. easier den the last paper. i should pass this time. will nt fail le. coz i did all my best. hahas.
den today mi n poy keep wanna suck each other's bag? yucks. hahas. she is disgusting!
after school. we all went to causeway point for our SEOUL GARDEN! hahas. it was damn full la ok? lols. the food ain't really damn tasty la. but still can make it. there's this guy whu very good la. his service damn good lohs. den joke wif us. teach us how to cook well all this. lols.
we ate till around 3+ den tt guy tell us dun so early go. coz 5 gt sushi. lols. den we decided to go for a walk walk. den come back. lols. den we made ice kachang. mine is traingular in shape. wad the hell! so cute rite? lols. okie la. ice kachang nt nice. lols. ice cream not bad la. lols. den 5 le mahs. den we all chiong for the sushi. lols. den eat eat awhile. becoz we got alot of food wastage. den we all count 1 2 3 n run out. opps. scared tio charge for food wastage. lols. cannot go there le lahs. later the person recognise us. lols.
after that, we went to take neoprints. hahas. we will always take neoprints de lahs. lols. den take take take. decorate decorate decorate. den give give give. den go home le. lols. it was quite late le lahs. den most of us need to go home. got CURFEW la! hahas. okie lahs.
waiting for friday to come. muahahaha. mayb gotta go fetch the china students from the airport. muahaha. i'm happy alright?
its gonna jus remain the same. =)
4:45 AM;
signed off, jeerin
signed off, jeerin
>> Monday, August 21, 2006
muahahaha. once again i pass my maths test. damn happy man! 20/35. miracle huh? lols. freaking happy lahs. i'm satisfied wif it now. but i aiming higher! unbelievable huh?i'm gonna pass my chinese test tml. tonight muz burn midnight oil and study double hard for it. muahaha. my aim is to get 80 and above. i will try all my best. muahaha. no more failing of chinese for mi. i feel that its a shame la. duno why. lols.
made new specs liaos. black and blue de. hahahas. okie. quite like it la. its not bad. hahahas. okie. i am damn happy today alright?
dunno for wad reason la. hahahahahahas. dunno lehs. i'm mad!
finally the china students are arriving in singapore this fri. i'm damn looking forward to it. i can see my frens again. muahahaha. gonna spend 3 days wif her. i'm gonna love it so much.
time to study for my test. chiong hard for flying colours results~
4:38 AM;
signed off, jeerin
signed off, jeerin
>> Saturday, August 19, 2006
muahaha. i am 15 years old liaos le! lols.ytd was my b'dae. den went to have swensens for my lunch. then went to 77th street to buy bag. den saw one very nice de bag. white in colour. but was stained.. wtf. so cannot buy. den after that. went causeway point to see other designs. den in the end i bought a billabong black and gold colour de. hahahas. damn like it lohs. de after that we went for sakae for dinner lohs. thats all for that liaos le. hahas.
tml test results for maths is out. hope i can pass!
9:34 PM;
signed off, jeerin
signed off, jeerin
>> Friday, August 18, 2006
didnt blog ytd because was busy studying the whole night. got ss test today. hope i can pass. coz i really study hard for it. hees.heard a good news from miss kaur that my maths really improve. hahahas. hope i pass man! then there will be chances tt i will not get F9 le. hahahas. i'm gonna chiong chiong chiong. hahahas. wanna get into the course i wan. hees.
celebrated my b'dae at ah ma hse. was damn happy. hees. jie and yingtao bought mi a cake. on top of it written ' happy birthday jeerin'. muahahaha. they damn good to mi. had a lot of fun there. we ate kfc and cut the cake after tt. hees. really enjoyed myself. they are really my family. if i dun hv them. i tink i wouldn't be here le. hahas. will upload the photos soon once i received them. muahahas. tml gonna celebrate again. gonna eat sakae sushi. but nt very lookin forward to eat. coz is SHE bring mi n jie go eat de. sians lahs. i'm gonna call HER buy expensive things for mi. i dun care. she gt lots of money to spend lahs. hahahas.
once clock strike 12. its my b'dae! hahahas.
wish myself happy b'dae~
message to jie: jie, ah ma, yingtao, and my family. thanks for everything u had done. i had a wonderful birthday celebration. i love you all~ muackies.
5:38 AM;
signed off, jeerin
signed off, jeerin
>> Wednesday, August 16, 2006
today's mood: super down~i failed my chinese class test. 47/100! i blamed myself for not doing well. i swear that i will study hard for the upcoming common test if i fail to pass again, i'm nt sure wad i will do. i really dunno wad happen to mi. i actually failed my chinese. its really first time in my life. i dunno wads going on.
i am studying real hard from now on~ studying n studying is all i can do. tml is chem re-test. i'm gonna get good results for it. i'm sure i can do it. jus here to post and i'm gone to study again.
time's up. TIME FOR STUDY!
5:32 AM;
signed off, jeerin
signed off, jeerin
>> Tuesday, August 15, 2006
woots~ 4 more days to my b'dae. hahahas.got back chem test. got onli 7/25. hais. sadden. i wanna do well for this thurs retest. so here i am blogging. not online at all. after blogging. i'm going to do my summary 1st draft and get prepared for fri test. after doing 1st draft. the leftover time will be the time for mi to study my chem. i'm reali gonna do well in it. i promise. hahas. test test test~ study hard for this two months and i'm gonna be free! jus put in all my effort into this two months. and i know its not going to be in vain. i'm gonna aim at least a c6 or c5 for my maths. i hope i can. hais. i tink i'm mad. thats too far a jump from f9 to c6. but no matter what. i'm gonna give my best shot.
went ah ma hse.ying jie was oso there. saw her present for mi liaos. hahas. thanks so much for the roses and the watch. hees. i love it alot.
okie. off i go to do my work and revision. =)
JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU!
4:14 AM;
signed off, jeerin
signed off, jeerin
>> Monday, August 14, 2006
yeah yeah. maths test finally over. but i tink i did quite badly. hais. disapponted with myself. received EOy time table le. its high time to start intensive studying now. i will give all my shot to get good results. try all my best to push myself up. i know i can do it!went to watch click wif poy. muahaha. it was a damn funny show. but in the end. mi n poy cry like hell. coz ending sad sad de. hahahas. okie. we ate nachos and poy stained her shirt. hahahas. funny sia. but we got ourselves damn tired becoz of this movie. muahaha. finished maths test. we faster chiong to enter. running n running. dashing across roads n everything. and one more thing. POY. I NOE UR PIN NUMBER! muahaha. so do u noe mine. lols. okie fine. its a secret alright? lols. ****** thats urs! hahahas. okok. shhhhhhhhhh.
promised myself to start paying attention in class. and i reali did. i didnt sleep anymore in class. neither do i daydream. hahas. i tink i absorb much more into my brain now compared to last time. so i tink its not gonna be too difficult for mi already. i guess so?
many many things happened during the weekend. and i guess theres gonna be more. things are nt tt simple. I HATE YOU! dare treat us like piece of shyt. n i will treat u back like a piece of shyt. I HATE YOU I HATE YOU. lucky there are people around mi who brightens up my day. making my life easier to pass and making my day brighter! a mother scolding daughters wang ba dan? first time in my life i heard that man! cool man. next time i will never teach my daughter to sae all this. hahahahas. i believe in retribution, karma. WHAT GOES UP WILL COME DOWN!
4:31 AM;
signed off, jeerin
signed off, jeerin
>> Friday, August 11, 2006
i pass my maths test! how great. i am reali damn happy about it. i'm gonna strive hard n pass my math common test on monday! i hope i can. hahas.didnt skip IT eve though poy wants mi to. lols. did nth at the stupid IT today. lols. but we drank tiger beer n henessey. lols. shiok man. hahahas. shhhh. dun tell anybody. hahas. lols quite boring CCA man. lols. gonna take part in IT competition again. a video competition. muahaha. get more points. hahas. skip chinese remedial to do crystal planting. hais. dunno when den can grow successfully man. lols.
to neo law ang: i hate you to the core. from the day daddy passed away. i have never treated u as my mother anymore. i reali hate u to th core. i hate u so much that i might take a knife n stab into u for ultimate times. i cant control myself anymore. i reali will explode one day. dun force mi to do things i dun wan to. u will get ur retribution for doing all this. u noe how deep is the sea? the amount of hatred i have for u is deeper den the sea. more than the sand. higher than the mountains. imagine a daughter killing a mother. that would be the eadlines of the newspaper man! try mi~ try pissing mi off n i will make ur life miserable. dun expect mi to take care of u when u r old. mayb i will. giving u $1 per day. n doing all those things tt u did to us. but.... i dun wan my daughter or son to treat mi back like this as i believe in karma. so i will nt do all this to u. u either take care of urself. jus dun bother mi. i will go my way n u go ur way once i reach 21. i tink i will have return u the things i owe u. since u r so damn rich oso wad. keep some for urself when u r old. dun expect mi or jie to take care of u. i noe i am evil. but this is forced out by u. u deserve it!
5:24 AM;
signed off, jeerin
signed off, jeerin
>> Thursday, August 10, 2006
went kbox today. muahaha. met lin jie at cine kbox at 11. we were the first to get in. lols. den sing alot alot of songs. we are supposed to end at 2. den the freakin lunch should come early de. den 1.30 liaos still have come. wad the. we were like damn hungry liaos lahs. den my set came first. den lin jie and jie still nd to wait very long. hais. den we hack care. 2+ liaos we were still singing. hahas. is the person never come n bill us wad. so we continue singing lohs. den jie had to rush to sch. so she took cab n went off. den i walk around at HMV wif lin jie lohs. bought ear sticks nia. so sians. den i had to go home oso. den left lin jie alone there. i felt so guilty. coz nobody pei her. den she dun wanna go home as she need to meet weihung after that. so she went to walk walk herself. reach home so early. oso dunno can do wad. boring sia. den use com till now lohs. hais. tml gonna take back maths n poa test paper liaos le. no hope de lahs. can pass i happy liaos le lohs. den next monday is maths common test. i gonna buck up during this weekend. study hard n try to at least get a passing mark. i have never pass my maths for long already. wad happen to mi man! hais.9 more days to my b'dae. muahahahaha~
3:33 AM;
signed off, jeerin
signed off, jeerin
>> Tuesday, August 08, 2006
ytd was great! raised $251~ yipee! hahaha.s thats my first time setting up bazaar. and it was quite succesful. from the start. it was not quite good. nobody was patronizing our stall. but after awhile. the crowd came. our candy floss was the "hot" item of all. hahas. freaking tired. stood all the way till 11.30. didnt get to sell finish all the items. next to our booth is 3b. they were doing dedications. hahas. heard alot of dedications from whu to whu. there was this. "pengwei love jiahui" hahahas. everybody was like so high lohs. shouting for them. hahahas. got mani mani is i love u to blah blah blah de all this lohs. lols. got quite alot more lahs. i didnt get the chance to walk around the bazaar. spent my $2 coupon. 50 cent treating andy to candy floss. $1.50 for supporting jiahui, buying her keychain. hahas. there goes my money.finally the bazaar ended.
went to ah ma hse. was quite reluctant as i still don't know whether she is ok wif mi or not? when reach there. jie n yingtao was already there. stupid yingtao. always sae mi ben zhu. hahas. he den pig lahs. den ah boy sae he is yingtao xiao wan zi. hahahahas. i corrected ah boy. i said he is yingtao chao ji da wan zi. hahas. he is reali a good guy lahs. lols. still help mi massage. hahas. cant wait for him to treat mi to steamboat. lols. collapse straight away after the lunch. was freaking tired. slept for about 1 hour+++. den wake up was having a severe headache. but still need to travel back to sengkang. sians. met pengwei kor in the mrt. didnt believe that he pick up singing lessons man. and is li si song de music school. if i'm not wrong. thats wad he told mi lahs. lols.
today is national day! quite boring oso lahs. hahas. stay at home lohs. dun wanna go out wif 'her' lahs. hate her so much lahs. not interested in going out wif her. sians. tml gonna go out wif kailin jie n jie. gonna go kbox to sing all our hearts out. hahahas. its gonna be fun man! i' sure of it. hahas.
if i could make u mine...
9:23 PM;
signed off, jeerin
signed off, jeerin
>> Monday, August 07, 2006
mdm wong never come. no bio test!muahaha. slept a long time in school today. dunno y i so damn tired. sians. needa buck up wif my studies. but dunno how. hais. tml need to set up bazaar. quite excited. wondering how much can we raise. hahas. i chatted wif him again. but is jus some casual chat. asking how is he n whatso ever. boring huh? lols. nvm. i dun give a damn to it too. so its rather ok for mi already. not going to noe so much about him. he lead his life n i lead mine. =)
4:37 AM;
signed off, jeerin
signed off, jeerin
>> Sunday, August 06, 2006
siansation.. slacked at home n play maple. although i noe is not good. but den i jus couldnt control myself. i jus play n play. hahas. nth much happen thoh. jus miss him so much.. tml is gonna be a great day. i hope.
3:55 AM;
signed off, jeerin
signed off, jeerin
>> Saturday, August 05, 2006
met up wif wan jun and liyang. den went to do the things for bazaar. draw up the poster n did some things for the wrappers. den after finish doing. it was quite early. so we went to the arcade see ppl play. den i finally couldnt control myself. i saw the winnie the pooh n chipmunk. they were reali damn cute. so i bought a $2 card. den started to catch them. we nearly caught it. but it drop! my heart sank man! den finish the $2 le. i went to top up another $2 wishing that we could catch them. but den. we still failed. i used $4 to get some choclates and sweets rather than pooh n chipmunks. hais.. i am waiting for superband to star. omg! today is the final. pray hard that milopeng or rather lucify will win. pray pray pray...
4:03 AM;
signed off, jeerin
signed off, jeerin
>> Friday, August 04, 2006
today happy sia. went to celebrate poy and lishi b'dae. wan jun, minhui and me gave them a big surprise. made them so happy lahs. lols. so cute seh. den there was this big group of ppl beside our table. when we serve the cake. they were singing b'dae song for poy n lishi oso. den suddenly they sing oso. coz one of their frens oso celebrating b'dae. muahaha. den we cut two slices of cakes for them. so happy sia. then we eat until so damn full lohs. like the skirt wanna burst off lahs. lols. den after that we went more than words. den poy n lishi bought present secretly for each other. lols. so cute. den they both wan cry. make mi wan cry oso. lols. like so sweet hors? hahas. took neoprints tgt. so nice sia. lols. will update the pics soon.happy b'dae to my two besties~ poy n shi. hope that you two are really touched and happy today. =)
5:23 AM;
signed off, jeerin
signed off, jeerin
>> Thursday, August 03, 2006
me wif poy ~
me with the power ranger bag!
hais. cfm fail my poa n chem test. i studied so hard for my chem. but it turn out to be like tt. hais. nvm den. forget it. hais. work harder. went to lot 1 after sch. intended to buy poy de present but den hais. sry poy...hais. i feel so guilty lahs. hais. nvm. will give ya a big surprise soon. hahahas.
okie. today my chinese lunar b'dae seh. muahaha. my mother bought 2 pieces of starbucks de cake. one oreo cheese and one strawberry. de i received a msg from my sis that. she bought cake for mi. some more she bought 2! omg. muahaha. gonna be eating 4 cakes man.
sians. gonna study for my maths son......
5:14 AM;
signed off, jeerin
signed off, jeerin
>> Wednesday, August 02, 2006
wonder if she is still angry. hais. perhaps she is.didnt complete my chinese test. left two questions half done. hais. i need to buck up in my chinese. i reali need to. today had f&n cooking exams. didnt go very smoothly. all my dishes doesnt taste right. and all looks weird. after all. i still manage to finish all my dishes. i love it. i love to cok. but is not a good cook. hais.
got 16/20 for my geo test. hahas. quite happy with it. but i know i can do better than this. hmm. strive hard for the next paper den.
tml having poa n chem test. hais. quite stress. i noe nuts about poa. but tt day i manage to complete the work by myself by following the formula teacher gave. i hope the test would be easy tml. i began to love chem. its fun! calculating all th formulas and everything. its not tt difficult if i pay attention to lessons. isint it? hahas.
17 more days to my b'dae....... X)
3:59 AM;
signed off, jeerin
signed off, jeerin