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Monday, July 31, 2006
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didnt mean to lie. i hope u r nt angry wif mi. i felt so guilty and dun dare to face u anymore. wad am i going to do? i hope u will forgive mi pls. i am so sry.... was supposed to have chem n poa test. but den suddenly all dun hv. hais. dunno wad lahs. sians lohs. i am so stressed up by everything. my mood is getting worser. i beg for forgiveness. hais. wad can i do to make u forgive mi? hais. i am trying my best to study hard. i wanna get good results. i believe that i can do it. hais. i hope so. after sch. went library wif poy. went to have lunch before going lib. she is the one whu always makes mi luff like mad. my aiai. hahas. always. both of us love to joke. always joking around n making each other luff like hell. at least there is some laughter in my life. not too bad. if not my life would be in darkness. hais. living in an unhappy life....
4:03 AM;
signed off, jeerin
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Sunday, July 30, 2006
3:20 AM;
signed off, jeerin
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tired. chiong vcd till 4am in the morning. den woke up at 1pm to eat lunch. den chiong 1 more piece of vcd. den was studying from 2+ till 5. hais. okie. i dun understand poa at all.! so dumb ya? hope tml can come faster becoz all the things are still in my head now. i dun wanna forget them. tok to him jus now n know tt he is happy. den thats good. wish that he is happy always den. dun wanna noe more about him. i got nth much to sae le.
2:44 AM;
signed off, jeerin
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Saturday, July 29, 2006
early in the morning 9+. woke up in the morning to go swensens eat breakfast wif jie. hahas. so freaking damn nice and its so worth it lahs. okie. den chiong one peice of vcd den she went out. den was studying from 12+ to 3.30. studied chem and did social studies homework. tml will do maths n study poa n revise abit more on chem. very tired. not the studious type. so played maple to relax myself. played till now. okie. i noe i jus cant control myself and jus study for a day. i will die. reali. i promise to study tml. i will do it de. i hope to get good results. hotel management is my goal. my aim for mi to study. hahahas. hope i can do it. okie. gonna chiong vcd wif jie now.
6:27 AM;
signed off, jeerin
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Friday, July 28, 2006
muahaha. skip IT lessons for a movie. wanted to skip the stupid chinese remedial. but the idiot teacher jus wun let us go. fine. didnt wan to create trouble or she calling my mother. sians. she is getting on my nerves. she likes to kb one lahs. hais. reali dun like her man. wanted jie to help mi bluff her. but den no excuse to sae. so i jus stay for her lesson lahs. every other class no nid remedial. she sae every fri is chi remedial. its like. wth. nvm lahs. hais. jus tt i so freaking stress. dun tink i can cope wif my test next wk. schedule for my test next week.monday- poa and chem testtuesday- maths and chi testwed- f&n cooking exams(EOY), bio and chi ting xie.fri- project work presentationargh! someone help mi! all this test is killing mi! i cant cope wif it. and thereshomework for mi to be done. the movie was great today. NACHO LIBRE. so freaking funny. hahas. love it man. tml muz start wif all my studies. no computer allowed. hais. tough for mi man!
5:22 AM;
signed off, jeerin
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Thursday, July 27, 2006
early in the morning, was pissed by that fucking it chairman. i stays at sengkang and he expects mi to go earlier for my duties. he cant seems o understand eng lahs. keep call mi go early when i already explain to him thats is the earliest i can. stupid gay. and he ask mi for inn chiat de b'dae. wa kao. so gay lahs. nvm. sae wan give him surprise all this. yucks. fine. i hate IT! gonna skip IT tml to go watch movies wif my darlings. muahaha. dun give a damn.okie. mi and her was back to normal again. i tink is becoz *someone* wasn't here today. thats the reason i bet. nvm.alvin was so damn funny. whenever i am in a bad mood. he would uses the *hooo!* sound to cheer mi up. hahas. and we almost everyday msg-ing each other. even in class. -.- its like so lame. we are a few tables awy onli. hahas. his bill is gonna explode. lols. i got 1.5/20 for my geo test. omg. luckily, we got retest. and i bet i would pass for the retest. coz i got study. *i hope so*went to visit my dearest ah ma. i miss her so much. i promise myself to give her a call everyday. try to visit her once every wk. thats my promise. and i will do it. i wanna her to be happy in the rest of her life. no worries and sorrow. i hope i can do everything for her. i love her so much.
3:50 AM;
signed off, jeerin
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Wednesday, July 26, 2006
first post in my new bloggy! muahahaha!today wasn't a good day. i was pissed the whole day. well. fine. i am pissed every single day. jus becoz of all this things happening around mi. i cant take it anymore. being the middleman is not as fun as wad u tink. frenship is not as strong as wad i tink it is. people do change. well, change quite fast though. i can't adapt to people's changes. thats the reason i am troubled over things myself. nobody would understand. nvm. about him. hasn't contact him for a few days. i quite miss him. since he is happy. den let him be den. shall let go and lead my own life. studies wasn't as easy. test are coming. tml having geo retest. next week, mother tongue, bio,chem and wad so ever. test test test~~ its killing mi soon. stressed up wif everything! someone tell mi wad to do.
4:15 AM;
signed off, jeerin
