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>> Saturday, September 01, 2007

how long had it been since i blogged? i don't really know also. had the urge to start blogging but perhaps not everyday. maybe when i have the time, i would.

time flies, i can't believe i'm taking 'O's in about a month time. it's just so unbelieveable. it's stressful and tough, but as what teacher had said. studies is just like a race. we are at the last lap of our race and we cannot give up. the only way is to sprint and catch up with everyone else. it's really true, i don't want to waste my 10 years of studies just like that. i must make sure that i really sprint fast enough.

sometimes i feel so stressed up that i don't feel like touching the books at all. i will just watch tv and use computer. sometimes i just feel like giving up.

tomorrow cutting hair. scared that it looks weird on me ! can't be bothered, just go and cut. if it's not, then hair grows right? haha. self comforting.

ytd was teacher's day. went school for the perfomance and games. practically, the perfomance sucks. but the games was fun though i never play. then gave card to ms yap and she said she ws=as touched. i msged mrs choy and surprisingly, she still remembers me. i miss primary school days and my teachers over there. i didn't go back because pratically no one went back i think. it had been 4 years already and maybe the teachers had already long forgotten me.


lost touch of blogging already, i don't really know what to blog about. maybe it takes time for me to pick the habit of blogging up again.

will try to update soon, maybe another week or tomorrow with my new haircut? haha.

to everyone : i using this url temporarily, cause you know. i'm lazy! haha. perhaps after my exams i will spend time doing up my blog. =D


7:59 AM;
signed off, jeerin

>> Friday, December 08, 2006

socialising is important. that goes without saying.

hallucinations. get a life !

before getting a new blog, i shall not mention much.

getting a new blog soon, new skin, new posts, new url.

7:44 AM;
signed off, jeerin

>> Thursday, December 07, 2006

haven't been blogging for a few days. have been going out quite a lot recently. well.

went to watch open season. not that great but funny though. well. been spending time at the arcade all because of my cousin. jie and me would never ever do that and waste our money. fun but heartaching when u see the money deducting from the card.

i shall not waste anymore time. after this week of fun. next week will be hardwork already. been wasting lots of time. must read more storybooks. 6 more storybooks awaiting for my to read. must complete them and my homework next week.then the rest of the holidays will be more relaxing. i shall start revising on my maths, more practice and assesments for me.

once next year starts, there will be no more fun, games and relax. i know it's gonna be real tough. but i'm gonna buck up and get into a study mode. i want to start early and not panic at the last minute. the thing i want to concentrate most now is chinese. A1 here i come ! once i get A1 for chinese, it will be easier to concentrate on other subjects. getting A1 won't be too big a problem. so, work hard !

it's less than a month of holidays, so lets play hard and at the same time, tune yourself back to the school and study mode. we're gonna pass with flying colours !

2:18 AM;
signed off, jeerin

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haven't been blogging for a few days. have been going out quite a lot recently. well.

went to watch open season. not that great but funny though. well. been spending time at the arcade all because of my cousin. jie and me would never ever do that and waste our money. fun but heartache when u see the money deducting from the card.

i shall not waste anymore time. after this week of fun. next week will be hardwork already. been wasting lots of time. must read more storybooks. 6 more storybooks awaiting for my to read. must complete them before next week. complete all my homework next week too. then the rest of the holidays will be more relaxing. i shall start revising on my maths too. more practice and assesments for me.

once next year starts, there will be no more fun, games and relax. i know it's gonna be real tough. but i'm gonna buck up and get into a study mode. i want to start early and not panic till the last5 minute. the thing i want to concentrate most now is chinese. A1 here i come ! once i get A1 for chinese, it will be easier to concentrate on other subjects. getting A1 won't be too big a problem. so, work hard !

it's less than a month of holidays, so lets play hard and at the same time, tune yourself back to the school and study mode. we're gonna pass with flying colours !

2:18 AM;
signed off, jeerin

>> Saturday, December 02, 2006

arcade was fun ! met with jie and carmen. rotting around PS and playing arcade. hahas. waited till night when xia and xian came. went to watch happy feet ! quite a funny show. i quite like it. after the movie went to grab a bite. and headed home.

kbox wif ying tao, jie and wenjie. fun fun fun ! love it so much ! love kbox and singing. sing your hearts out man. scream, sing aloud, jump here and there. it's so damn fun ! bought food to kbox to eat. which is not allowed. but who cares? took turns to guard and block the door, not allowing anyone out there to spot us eating outside food. hahas. sang from 2 to 6. after kbox was neoprint time ! took neoprints tgt with them. shall upload next time. after taking the neoprints, went to arcade again. this time yingtao treat us. played $40. opps. that was alot huh. hahas. enjoyed myself so much man ! after playing arcade, we went to eat dinner. me and jie only ate salad and chicken wing. one big plate of salad, we just ate a bit, and one piece of chicken we share. muahaha. on diet la ! then send wenjie back and took cab home.

went tuition just now and had a math test. turn out that we can bring the test paper home. chey. shall ask jie to help me with it already. haha. the teacher call me to talk more. erm. i dont want la. cause i dont know them yet.

HER attitude has changed. we shall see. if she really change and treat us better. we will also treat her very good. she is afterall our mother. hope she really will repent.

1:19 AM;
signed off, jeerin

>> Monday, November 27, 2006

I HATE HER I HATE HER !

slap is all she knows.

i totally lost control of myself don't know where my courage came from. and once it's out. it can't be stopped. i should have called police. grab her and sue her for child abuse. i wanted to so badly. if not being stopped by jie. i would have done it.

i don't need a mother. and in fact. i dont have a mother !

don't ever let me lose control anymore. argh !

6:11 PM;
signed off, jeerin

>> Sunday, November 26, 2006

i here to blog. so that goes to prove that my blog's not rotting ! =)

friday early in the mornin had Bk as breakfast. it was marvellous ! went arcade to play and spent money. had so much fun. lunch was sushi at lot1. it's so delicious. muahaha. i miss sushi !

saturday was tuition. i kept quiet almost during every tuition lessons. it's so unlike me ! i can't get used to it. although i get to learn some things. but i don't think it's quite good over there. gonna try out for a few months first ba.

today did nothing much. rent vcd's then rot at ah ma house. watch ghost show. haha. shall not mention it. hmm hmm. nothing much already.

i have completed my third storybook and i'm gonna read more more more !

6:47 AM;
signed off, jeerin

>> Thursday, November 23, 2006

ying and me. loves =)

today was superb !

met ying and xiao gu at jurong to buy dye and ingredients for baking cake. dyed my hair when we reach home. muahaha. dyed a few strands but turn out to be so obvious. jie keep say i like ah lian. hais.

the cake we bake for wen's birthday !

after dying hair, we started baking the cake for wen. haha. nice right ? looks delicious huh ? hahas. first time baking this kind of cake and it turn out quite well. but some turn out not very nice because IT'S OUR FIRST TIME ! well. today was really fun and great. enjoyed my time with them.

tomorrow gotta eat sushi. not very looking forward to it.


3:12 AM;
signed off, jeerin

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